Discography
MV2 (August 2004)

01. I'll Be Gone MP3
02. Time Traveller MP3
03. Surrender MP3
04. Trashy MP3
05. Jezebel MP3
06. Still Life MP3
07. Stargazer MP3
08. Giants in the Land MP3
09. Enough MP3
10. Invisible Man MP3
11. G160 MP3
12. Damaged MP3

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Midlife Vices (May 2002)

01. Teaser MP3
02. Wasted
03. Losing Faith
04. Leviathan Intro
05. Leviathan MP3
06. Midlife Vices
07. Gypsy
08. Time
09. Under My Skin
10. Doctor Oui
11. Fallen
12. Mr Hyde MP3
13. Take Me MP3

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I'll Be Gone
Music by Benfield, Harris, McWilliams
Lyrics by McWilliams
8-03
Seems that I've been living an illusion
What happened to the girl I used to know?
Denied it but there's just one sad conclusion
I can't hold on when love keeps letting go

Said that you would rather die than lose me
Tell me girl, how do you sleep at night?
And I don't give a damn about your childhood drama
When all you do is bitch and bleed me dry

Say the word. Tell me you don't want me
I'll be gone tomorrow

Never should have fallen for a dreamer
Dreamers waste their years in fantasy
Spending all my heart and now there's next to nothing
Nothing left but empty misery

Say the word. Tell me you don't want me
I'll be gone tomorrow
Take your time. I won't be here waiting
Once you've made up your mind

Say the word. Tell me you don't want me
I'll be gone tomorrow
Take your time. I won't be here waiting
Once you've made up your mind
 
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Time Traveller
Music by Benfield, Harris, McWilliams
Lyrics by McWilliams
8-03
Lyrics coming soon!
 
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Surrender
Music by Benfield, Harris, McWilliams
Lyrics by McWilliams
8-03
Girl, I'm gonna lay it down tonight
Beneath the covers
Love you till the break of morning light
Like no other

Love, love this time
Spread open your wings
My nasty goddess divine
Woe

Never want to wake up from this dream
I've found my heaven
No matter how dark the years that ran between
We'll be together

Love, love this time
Spread open your wings
My nasty goddess divine
Surrender yourself to me
Body and mind

I'm in love, love this time
Spread open your wings
My nasty goddess divine
Sacrifice yourself
Body and mind
 
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Trashy
Music by Benfield and Harris
Lyrics by McWilliams
9-12-03
Lyrics unavailable
 
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Jezebel
Music by Benfield, Harris, McWilliams
Lyrics by McWilliams
11-28-03
Some loves are given faithfully and free
Yours was the taking kind
You got the best of me
You're my soul addiction
The sweetest vice I've found
But I can't afford to feed it
I've gotta put you down

There she goes again and steals my heart
Still I believe her when she whispers we will never part
I just can't leave her
No, no, no

I've paid to play and I've earned the right to cry
Hanging on so very long believing all your lies
There's truth to tell, now Jezebel
Where were you last night?
You cheating whore, I'm out the door
No second chance this time

There she goes again and breaks my heart
Still I believe her when she whispers we will never part
I just can't leave her
No, no, no

There she goes again and steals my heart
Still I believe her when she whispers we will never part
I just can't leave her
No, no, no
 
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Still Life
Music and Lyrics by Dave Murray and Steve Harris
Iron Maiden cover song
Original studio version on Piece of Mind 1983
 
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Stargazer
Music by Benfield, Harris, McWilliams
Lyrics by Benfield and McWilliams
8-03
Look to the sky, tell me what do you see?
Blackness, nothing, a mystery
The key to life might be in our sight
we fool ourselves with empty delight

Are we alone, are we immortal?
Are we the image of God or the devil?
Who has the answers, who holds the key?
I don't know but he'll tell you

Stargazer, watching the heavens
Waiting for you
Stargazer, guarding the past with
An empty heart

Why do we fight to deny our nature?
Killing each other all for pleasure
We lust for money, hunger for power
But everything we crave turns sour

Are we depraved, beyond salvation?
Simply passing time till damnation?
Perhaps the answer lies within
I don't know but he'll tell you

Stargazer, watching the heavens
Waiting for you
Stargazer, guarding the past with
An empty heart

Stargazer, lost in the dark
Please someone save me
Stargazer, crying alone
I'm calling for you

Stargazer, watching the sky
And waiting for you
Stargazer
 
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Giants in the Land
Music by Benfield, Harris, McWilliams
Lyrics by McWilliams
8-26-03
Devil on your shoulder whispering your desire
Dare you risk the everlasting fire
Dabbling in magic, the great incarnate sin
Best to know the course 'ere you begin

Giants in the land
More than a monster
Less than a man

Seen it all before, the writing's on the wall
Such a big man, yet you feel so small
Oh, you cover it with anger, buried deep in shame
No one's ever called you by your true name

You're a giant in the land
No mortal hand may stay you
Or counter your demands

Giants in the land
More than a monster
Less than a man

You know you are a giant in the land
No mortal hand may stay you
They fall at your command

Giants in the land
They call you a monster
They'll never understand
 
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Enough
Music by Benfield, Harris, McWilliams
Lyrics by McWilliams
11-5-03
Lyrics unavailable
 
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Invisible Man
Music by Benfield
Lyrics by McWilliams
8-03
Lyrics coming soon!
 
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G160
Music by Benfield, Harris, McWilliams
Instrumental
6-2-04
 
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Damaged
Music by Benfield, Harris, McWilliams
Lyrics by McWilliams
8-03
Lyrics coming soon!
 
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Teaser
Music by Benfield, Harris, McWilliams
Lyrics by McWilliams
12-16-01
Water, water everywhere
And not a drop to drink
I've called your bluff too many times
My body's on the brink

Love is all I ask from you
Don't make me beg and plead
You're such a teaser
Woman please just give me what I need

Every day's another mystery
Who's in your pretty head
If you want me, come on jump me
Or learn to make the bed

You're no princess, I'm no fool
There ain't a man you've missed
Don't get me wrong, the view's been nice
But I'm tired of all your shit

Love is all I ask from you
Don't make me beg and plead
You're such a teaser
Woman please just give me what I need
 
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Wasted
Music by Benfield, Harris, McWilliams
Lyrics by McWilliams
3-19-02
Mirror, mirror, what do I see?
A stranger staring back at me.
Empty eyes, yet somehow too familiar.

Every night I feel the stain,
Residue of life's remains
Watching through the shadow of my vision.

Wasted my years crying worthless tears.
The magic's broken, feel I'm falling
Down, down, down.

Chosen my worst fear it seems.
Set it loose to walk my dreams.
No black or white, the world just fades to gray.

And when the journey's done,
Our golden hour beneath the sun
Is but a flash then nothing anymore.

Wasted my years crying worthless tears.
The magic's broken, feel I'm falling
Down, down, down.

Wasted my dreams on selfish, petty schemes.
Locked within the ancient prison
blind and bound.

Wasted my years crying worthless tears.
The magic's broken, now I'm sinking
Down, down, down.

Sinking down.
 
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Losing Faith
Music by Benfield, Harris, McWilliams
Lyrics by McWilliams
9-29-01
I lost you once
And that was enough
Couldn't live without your touch

The memories fade
But I still taste the pain
I'd give the world to hold you again

Losing faith in love
Don't you believe in us
Nothing is as it seems
Forever lives only in dreams

We'll never be the same, I know
But I believe still love can grow
Can't you see I'm nothing here without you

Losing faith in love
Don't you believe in us
Nothing is as it seems
Forever lives only in dreams

Losing faith in love
Don't you believe in us
Nothing is as it seems
Forever lives only in dreams
 
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Leviathan Intro
Music by Harris
Instrumental
3-7-02
 
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Leviathan
Music by Benfield, Harris, McWilliams
Instrumental
6-88
 
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Midlife Vices
Music by Benfield, Harris, McWilliams
Lyrics by McWilliams
11-5-01
Wine and women
Pleasure on tap
Money to burn but ya
Can't get it back

No bright tomorrow
Waste today
They'll always love you as
Long as you pay

Yeah

Fine clothes to wear and
Diamond rings
You give your soul instead for
Empty things

No more tomorrow just
Live today
They'll always love you as
Long as you pay

Decay around you
Still you can't see
Someday you'll taste the pain
And misery

Your sick condition
Out of control
No inhibition
You're bought and sold

Your life's addiction
Day after day
As midlife vices
Eat you away
 
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Gypsy
Music by McWilliams
Lyrics by McWilliams
1-15-02
Caught in circles
and so far from my home.
Suffocating now,
you cut me to the bone.

All my friends are strangers
I'm left standing in the hall.
Time slips by in cosmic drab
Still waiting on your call.

And I believe you need me
Like the air we breath and so
I suffer like a fool in love
With nothing here to show.

You're a gypsy, hunger in your eyes.
Gypsy, stalking in the night.

Visions of the world we knew
Haunting me again.
Whatever went before, my love
Means nothing in the end.

Midnight talks and lover's walks
Don't pardon any pain.
You spread your wings and left me here
Standing in the rain.

You're a gypsy, hunger in your eyes.
Gypsy, stalking in the night.

Gypsy, gypsy.
 
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Time
Music by Benfield
Lyrics by Benfield
1-19-02
Step onto the path of terror
Bodies strewn across the sand
Led by the king deceiver
A reign of hatred rapes the land
You prey upon the weak
With lies and deceit
Self-proclaimed Messiah

Wasted bodies and tortured souls
Above the vultures circle
Twisted prophets in control
The voice of truth is strangled
You prey upon the weak
With lies and deceit
Self-proclaimed hero

Time has come to
Stop running, it's time to die
No time to live,
To live another lie

You kill the people that you serve
Now it's time to join them
No chance to live and learn
You plot your own destruction
You prey upon the weak
With lies and deceit
Self-proclaimed martyr

Time has come to
Stop running, it's time to die
No time to live,
To live another lie
 
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Under My Skin
Music by Benfield, Harris, McWilliams
Lyrics by McWilliams
9-27-01
Lyrics unavailable
 
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Doctor Oui
Music by Benfield, Harris, McWilliams
Instrumental
2-18-02
 
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Fallen
Music by Benfield, Harris, McWilliams
Lyrics by McWilliams
8-15-01
Good-bye paradise
At last we've learned the price
No language for the horror
We have now become

We rose on wings of steel
Found they were never real
Caught in a free fall
Heading straight to hell

Unholy children of the fall
Light years from home and
We can't even crawl

Sands in the hour glass
Our days like shadows pass
The flame burns out
Before the chance to ever shine

Unholy children of the fall
Light years from home and
We can't even crawl

No way out of here
We move in silent fear
Life's a bitch and then
One day it's time to die

Unholy children of the fall
Light years from home and
We can't even crawl
 
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Mr Hyde
Music by Benfield, Harris, McWilliams
Lyrics by McWilliams
2-17-02
No light at the tunnel's end for me.
They say it shines but I don't see.
A poison passion rapes my will.
Feeding me love before the kill.

I can't live this way no more
Shackled to the filthy floor.
Bury me then leave me.

So now all innocence is dead.
Distorted visions in my head.
The fever grows like a disease.
No way to quench it or appease.

Feel so criminal inside
Just like dirty Mister Hyde.
Devouring all I see.

Feel so criminal inside
Just like dirty Mister Hyde.
Devouring all I see.
 
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Take Me
Music and Lyrics by Paul Stanley and Sean Delaney
Kiss cover song
Original studio version on Rock and Roll Over 1976
 
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